I've been a T1 for 35 years. I use 20 year old insulin pumps so that I can have more control over them. I'm able to run open source software to talk to the Dexcom and the pump to control the insulin output, and tune it exactly how I want it. I started with OpenAPS, then Loop, then iAPS. I probably owe my life to these projects.
The FDA approved stuff is much more of a one-size fits all, and I understand why it needs to be that way. I just wish we had more open pump options in the US.
Weed started doing the same thing to me in my mid to late 20s. What used to be relaxing suddenly turned into anxiety and negative thought spirals.
A couple years ago (around 40) I started taking a low dose antidepressant for unrelated reasons and noticed that the weed induced anxiety mostly disappeared. My guess is that for some people there’s a serotonin/anxiety component that THC can amplify, but that’s just speculation on my part.
Not suggesting antidepressants as a solution by themselves. They come with their own tradeoffs and I wouldn’t take them just for that. But it has been a pleasant side effect I didn’t expect.
The FDA approved stuff is much more of a one-size fits all, and I understand why it needs to be that way. I just wish we had more open pump options in the US.