Hi, I'm 34 and I did the same thing two years ago. I managed to spend all of my savings and I'm now $22K in debt. I ended up giving up and getting a 'real' job- now I get to spend the next many years paying for my 'experience'. Now I have a new appreciation for 'side projects', bootstrapping and profitability from day one.

It'll get better - but go get a job, right now, it'll make you feel much better.